Manly Tears

When was the last time that you get to see a grown man cry?

It could be your brother,

it could be your dad,

it could be your uncle,

it could be your grandfather,

your best friend, your teacher or maybe even your boss.

That is right, it could have been ages ago when you last get to witness one.

Perhaps there was a death in the family,

Lost someone who meant so dearly to them,

or maybe the tears of joy streaming down their faces seeing that their children had achieve something that they could not have achieved or believed they could have before.

See man do not usually cry.

We cannot cry for something that is not worth crying.

But we do have a softer side.

When that something resides along with our way of living and no longer exist or something that is close and means a lot to us is lost, we too get emotional.

We too are familiar with the term 'crying'.

It is just that we do not usually show it to others.

If you have ever witnessed one of us crying and that if we cried because of you in particular, you must mean a lot to us. Consider yourself lucky to even witness it, what more when it is because of you.

Us crying shows how honest and decent we are.

Those tears are not made up, nor is it cheap and definitely are very hard to come by.

'Priceless tears' to be exact.

I find that there is nothing to be ashamed of with crying because I too cry every now and then, people just do not know it, that's all.

And like to Woman, crying too make us stronger.

It is good to cry every once in a while, because it reminds us of HIM. 

Reminds us that we as, weak beings look up to THE SUPERIOR ONE & ONLY. 

The (Almost) Perfect Love Letter

Dear Ve,

At times I am happy.

At times I am blue.

But with you, I always seem to be more & more cheerful.

At times my days are good.

At times my days are bad.

But, you always seem to make my day every single day.

At times I miss you.

At times I do not miss you.

But, always you slipped past my mind.

At times I want you.

At times I do not want you.

But I need you to be around me all the time.

At times I like you.

At times I do not like you.

But loving you is what I adore most.

At times I praise you.

At times I belittle you.

But in truth, I compliment you in both ways.

At times I appreciate you.

At times I take you for granted.

But I will always cherish you.

At times I am pleased with you.

At times I am annoyed by you.

But you are the very joy that fills me.

At times you look pretty.

At times you look decent.

But to me, you are always as gorgeous as how we first met.

At times I keep you company.

At times I ignore you.

But truth be told, I crave for your very attention.

At times I show you my love.

At times I hid my love from you.

But rest assured because, you are the only one who owns this demised heart of mine.

At times we may fight and scream in each others' faces, or I tend to fail or break your tiny heart.

And at times we are jolly together, holding each other's hands so tightly and wish that we would never ever part.
But despite all that, we are still here together.

See you and I, we both come with different packages. Different likes, different goals, different priorities, but because of those differences, we are so drawn to each other that it intertwines our path and binds us in place. No matter how rough the road gets, no matter how steep the steps get, I guess with us having each others' back, nothing is impossible. With that being said, I am thankful that you came into my life, happy to know that you are still here to this day, and proud to be calling you mine.

You are by far, my most favorite thing. 

Yours Truly,
(     Lo     )    

So if I were to have someone who I love and adore the most and that she is the one who is filling out every gap and every tiny hole of my deformed heart,this is exactly how I would write  my very own words of love letter (Not the most perfect love letter, but this is exactly how I would describe my love to her). Well, too bad I don't have one, tch. (I made those very words up, literally, every single word of that Love Letter, none of it is copy-pasted. NONE. Purely genuine words of mine)

The Kind Of Guy That I Am

I'm the kind of guy who falls in love, just a little to easily.

I'm the kind of guy who if he like a certain person, only she has his attention.

I'm the kind of guy who wants to keep her smiling.

I'm the kind of guy who shows his words in the form of actions.

I'm the kind of guy who doesn't play with his words.

I'm the kind of guy even though he's not all good, tries to prove that he can be better.

I'm the kind of guy who falls for only one girl at a time.

I'm the kind of guy who always falls in last place.

I'm the kind of guy who always tries to prove what his worth.

I'm the kind of guy who loves to travel a lot.

I'm the kind of guy who gives her gifts to show his appreciation.

I'm the kind of guy who worries of others more than he worry of himself.

I'm the kind of guy who often cries when watching a sad movie or something in particular.

I'm the kind of guy who is built with compassion, it's in my nature.

I'm the kind of guy who's not shy to show his softer side.

I'm the kind of guy who prefers to give more rather than receiving.

I'm the kind of guy who loves to make people laugh.

I'm the kind of guy who tries to please everyone around him.

I'm the kind of guy who enjoys watching chic flick (Romantic Movies).

I'm the kind of guy who likes surprises.

I'm the kind of guy who's often gets looked down on.

I'm the kind of guy who's often betrayed

I'm the kind of guy who's often underestimated.

I'm the kind of guy who's often misinterpreted.

I'm the kind of guy who's often gets taken for granted.

I'm the kind of guy who's often deceived.

I'm the kind of guy who's into serious relationships.

And I personally think that because of all that, 

I'm the kind of guy that girls don't usually go for 

But this is who I really am, this is me and I hope you'll take me as I am

; )

Full Of Life, Full Of Hope

I have been through hell and back.
I was lost deep in that labyrinth.

Unguided and free to do as I see fit.

What was bad for me, I foolishly thought it was good.

Believed in it such so much, that I was so blinded from what was better for me.

A dark path I once walk.

Demeaning lust.

Fool for a took I once was.

'Till I found my way back.

This path, full of life and hope.

Complete, filled with never ending knowledge of what I need.

In order to live in this world and the hereafter.

I'll walk down this road to the end.

With HIS will.

I'll be a better human.

Filled with kindness and respect.

Amin.

Book 12, Chapter 2, page 7.

My Dearest <3

Went out with her two days ago. We went to the curve for no reason, well actually I haven't been there for almost a year, so we made that the reason why we should totally go there! We watched (below)

Chronicle and it was frekkin' awesome! Well at least for me though, or maybe it's because I haven't watch movie for sometime, or maybe I haven't been to the cinema for like ever, or maybe just both hahah! Anywho, I still loved the movie, and I'd definitely give it a 8/10. But it could have been better. And hey Sarah, sorry about leaving you a couple of times alone. I had my reasons why I did that, and because I was thought that way. But I guess with different people, I had to do it in a different way. Won't happen again. Promise. Thank you for spending your time with me dearest love ; D